The Mind of a Brilliant but Laid Back Insomniac

Bad day, bad day….

*sigh* I don’t get when someone is in of help, they chomp at the bit to everyone in wanting help and attention “like look at me, fucking help me” it could be friends, family etc. however when it’s time to help someone else out or return the favor, there would be like “oh I’m too busy” or “see I would like to help you but the way my account is set up…” or “what had happen was” etc. people (most) don’t know how easy they have it. And to top it all off when people try to vent or just to talk to someone about there troubles to get how they feel off there chest, it’s called “bitchin” or “complaining” but then don’t want people to say that about then… I guess down is up and up is down. People most of the time just want to hear your problems so they can gossip and feel better about themselves. Some pretend to care but are just sly and curious and nosey … Can’t be trusted

That you don’t belong, that feeling, when you’re out of place. With friends, family etc. You try your best to fit in with those you care about and most important, but you can’t seem to feel comfortable… It’s like resetting a game file because you died on your play through and want to start off fresh again… Idk

Things will work out for the best… :-)

To leave something’s unsaid.. Even tho it’s not healthy to keep things bottled up inside of you. No matter how badly you want to yell out to that person how much you feel. You have to let go and move on. Having that mental load is too much to bear and can hold you back.

Hope everyone had a great thanksgiving tonight! :)

I had a great time at my friends house. I got to see them and their family after a long while with not see them. It was good to see them again. :) Be thankful for your family and friends most of all…